Archive for November, 2006

Disco Tailors


2006
11.30

There are two routes to my office. One road that’s fast losing its identity, passing through an area that no one acknowledges is a slum. And the other through a miniature Malgudi.

I took the Malgudi road today. It’s a colony with houses whose sizes are directly proportional to their distance from the railway track, narrow cement roads and little shops. Lower middle class more like.

A facinating place that everytime I drive through, I want to blog about. And I finally am.

There are the usual things, nursing homes, small shrines, kirana stores, phone booths, cows, cycles, schoolchildren, puddles, roadside eateries, “traders”, tiny supermarkets in the main lanes, old people dressed and sitting on the road at 8 in the morning, shops with names like “Disco Tailors” and the like. Facinating. But familiar.

But today’s sight, the one that made me finally overcome inertia and actually blog, was special. I saw a “gangireddu”. For non andhrites, it’s a trained bull that’s decorated with bells, flowers and other assorted finery that does basic tricks on the bidding of its master. Shakes its head, rubs its nose against the person it’s ordered to and goes down on its knees and the like. A typically telugu apparition that I have only seen in Sankranti (pongal for the uneducated who think tamil = telugu). And that too more and more infrequently with each passing year. So today’s was a huge surprise.

And somehow, whenever I see one, I feel an infinite sadness. I don’t know if it’s right or wrong, but somehow, I feel a hollowness that we don’t recognize traditions anymore. What saddened me even more was the truth in what my dad said. “When I was a kid, all movies had some of these things shown in them. But today, even if we were to show these things in cinema, they would be laughed at. But how do we know for sure? We never really try to start with”.

What have we become? That we prefer malls and multiplexes to home on festivals and let our artists and artistes die hungry?

And what’s sadder that there’s nothing to write, really, without turning this piece into a long rueful rant.

We are the way we are, and it upsets me. I guess that’s what I’m trying to say and I will leave it at that…

Bloggers Write


2006
11.24

For the longest time, I have wanted to be a writer. And I don’t mean a novelist or a journalist or a short story writer or anything in particular. I’ve always wanted to be a writer and make friends with words.

Now that I have a blog, I feel a sort of a completeness. I write what I think. I write what I feel and I certainly write very little with an audience in mind. And when I see the comments, some nameless, some faceless (pun intended) some from dear friends, some from people I never really thought I would get to know, I feel satisfied. It’s like I have what I wanted all along.

Friends have asked me why I write about Mr Squeaky, (he died a rather painful death in the hands of my 18 month old neice) my cubicle, and other utterly ridiculous things. Why be frivolous? When you do so good with the serious stuff? Because, life is as much about the little things as it is about the “big stuff”. I’m tired of being praised for serious posts and hearing an opressive silence following the not so serious ones. So, it’s time to separate the thoughts from the things.

It’s my space, of course, and my writes hold. But… No one other than me seeme to understand how brilliant Mr Squeaky was… :’(

Another Blog


2006
11.22

There are a lot of moments I treasure, lots of things that I want to be around for a long long time. But at the same time, my blog seems to be getting cluttered with them. I want to separate memories from ideas and ramblings from blog things.

All stuff that would be called ridiculous by everyone except me is moved here. As for the rest, well, Simbly Bored will be just that, Simbly Bored… :P

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